Do it yourself! UNFURLING 101 Cosmology Workbook.pdf is a resource for you to deeply consider what you believe, why you believe it, and what that means.
To help you connect with your deeper self, here is a non-religious meditation to assist. It's around eight minutes long, and it does have support from Pepe the dachshund. Meditation recorded in Palmerston North 8th June 2023.m4a